Cash’s List in As I Lay Dying

The first chapter that we get from Cash’s perspective is on pages 82 and 83 and it is in the form of a list. What we can gather from this initial chapter is that Cash appears to be more technical and analytical rather than emotional. However, we see on the second page of his chapter that that isn’t really the case.

In this chapter, we get Cash’s thoughts and process while building his mother. Addie’s, coffin for when she dies. One would think that her own son would not be viewing this as…objectively, as Cash seems to be. The first line of the chapter is simply, “I made [the coffin] on the bevel” (82). A straightforward fact, nothing emotional there, even though, as I said, one would think there would be at least some emotion behind the words.

            For the first five “items” on the list, Cash merely just states some more facts that he had to think about when making his mother’s coffin. He talks about the amount of space for the nails and seams, how the water will enter the coffin (and which way water moves the easiest), and about the stress on the seams and joints. While points four and five on the list are a little less…put together, shall we say, they still read as very analytical and not yet as Cash breaking down. With regard to points four and five, these two points showed, at least to me, just the slightest hint of emotion or of proof that Cash is not 100% okay and unaffected as he may want everybody else to believe.

            However, where Cash’s list really starts to lose control is point six on his list, which just simply has the word “except.” Point eight on Cash’s list says, “animal magnetism,” and the ninth says that “animal magnetism of a dead body makes the stress come slanting, so the seams and joints of a coffin are made on the bevel.” As I didn’t know what animal magnetism was, I looked it up and it is apparently a “natural force” that all living things, including humans and animals, and vegetables have. This supposed force could have physical effects such as healing. So from this, I gathered that what really made Cash’s list derail is when he started to directly think about Addie’s dead body. Before point seven (“A body is not square like a crosstie” (83)), Cash seems fine because he is actively stopping himself from thinking about his mother’s dead body and putting said body in the coffin that he is making. Once Cash actually starts to think about that, his mind jumbles up and causes his list to go haywire and show that he does actually have emotions about his mother dying, but that he is simply just hiding them behind a façade of being analytical and technical. Cash basically turning off his emotions and his avoidance of thinking about his mother’s dead body, and said body being in the coffin, is his coping mechanism for what is happening and what will happen. Cash creating lists and being more tactical is his way of protecting himself from the onslaught of emotions that he might get otherwise.

Also, as a side note, I did not know what a bevel or a crosstie were, so I looked them up and thought I’d include the definitions here just for anyone else that may not have known:

Bevel: an instrument consisting of two arms jointed together and opening to any angle for adjusting surfaces to be cut at an angle Crosstie: a wooden or concrete beam laid transversely under the rails of a railroad track to support it

No Need to Speak

From the very start of As I Lay Dying, Darl is established not just as a primary narrator in the novel, but also as the most eccentric character. Often, narrations given by other characters are sandwiched between his own in a constant affirmation of his primacy. At the same time, though, his peculiar perspective only sets him farther apart from, rather than above, the rest of his family; indeed, it alienates him from them, as sometimes his singularity elicits an almost prophetic nature. I argue, however, that this capacity for clairvoyance runs through the Bundren family with more fluidity than readers, or the characters themselves, may naturally perceive. Granted, Darl often appears to be the common force bestowing this special ability upon the others; still, in different degrees they all reflect a common sensitivity.

Products of their parents, the Bundren children (excepting Jewel, on account of his only partial biological relation) all reflect the strange influence of Anse and Addie’s complicated union. In other words, the way the Bundren children relate to their world is inherently based on how they relate to their parents’ idiosyncrasies: their collective criticalness of Anse’s moral deficiencies, and simultaneously, their inheritance of his tendency towards metaphor; from Addie, they assume a drastic stoicism and a confused relationship with words, names and labels. Indeed, even Addie’s sole narration in the novel reveals, for example, a likely source of the similarly existential crisis Dewel Dell experiences in her own nightmare-state: “I couldn’t think what I was I couldn’t think of my name I couldn’t even think I am a girl I couldn’t even think I” (121). Similarly, Addie’s assessment of words combined with Anse’s metaphorical reasonings regarding the physical formations of all God’s creatures seems to similarly influence Vardaman’s conception of his mother as a fish, his brother Jewel, a horse.

Moreover on the discourse of words, Darl and Dewey Dell exhibit a relationship in which words are often unnecessary, if not outright irrelevant. They communicate, the both of them, and comprehend each other, “without words” (27). In fact, as Dewey Dell notes, the certainty of their mutual understanding would actually be compromised if the expressions were vocalized: “[I]f he had said he knew with the words I would not have believed that he had been there and saw us” (27). The notion that non-verbal expressions can manifest such power is further emphasized by Dewey Dell when she describes the immense capacity embodied in Darl’s eyes: “The land runs out of Darl’s eyes; they swim to pin points. They begin at my feet and rise along my body to my face, and then my dress is gone” (121). In this instance, Darl doesn’t just successfully express a simple sentiment to Dewey Dell; he penetrates her psyche, disarming her with one sweeping, yet incisive look.

Darl and his older brother Cash, too, reveal an ability to understand one another outside the realm of verbal communication. Before the catastrophe at the river, for example, Darl describes this nature: “[Cash] and I look at one another with long probing looks, looks that plunge unimpeded through one another’s eyes . . . When we speak our voices are quiet, detached” (142). Clearly, the brothers engage more naturally through facial expressions than verbal ones. Indeed, twice more in the same narration, Darl and Cash communicate without words. First, Darl describes a memory of Addie holding Jewel on a pillow longer than his infant body, but he doesn’t speak his remembering. So when Cash so casually responds as if, with ease, he could hear Darl’s thoughts aloud, readers may almost miss the unspoken transmission that has taken place between the brothers. And again, as they reach the place where they will attempt the river-crossing, Cash must merely look at Darl in order to ask if he join in the undertaking.