The first chapter that we get from Cash’s perspective is on pages 82 and 83 and it is in the form of a list. What we can gather from this initial chapter is that Cash appears to be more technical and analytical rather than emotional. However, we see on the second page of his chapter that that isn’t really the case.
In this chapter, we get Cash’s thoughts and process while building his mother. Addie’s, coffin for when she dies. One would think that her own son would not be viewing this as…objectively, as Cash seems to be. The first line of the chapter is simply, “I made [the coffin] on the bevel” (82). A straightforward fact, nothing emotional there, even though, as I said, one would think there would be at least some emotion behind the words.
For the first five “items” on the list, Cash merely just states some more facts that he had to think about when making his mother’s coffin. He talks about the amount of space for the nails and seams, how the water will enter the coffin (and which way water moves the easiest), and about the stress on the seams and joints. While points four and five on the list are a little less…put together, shall we say, they still read as very analytical and not yet as Cash breaking down. With regard to points four and five, these two points showed, at least to me, just the slightest hint of emotion or of proof that Cash is not 100% okay and unaffected as he may want everybody else to believe.
However, where Cash’s list really starts to lose control is point six on his list, which just simply has the word “except.” Point eight on Cash’s list says, “animal magnetism,” and the ninth says that “animal magnetism of a dead body makes the stress come slanting, so the seams and joints of a coffin are made on the bevel.” As I didn’t know what animal magnetism was, I looked it up and it is apparently a “natural force” that all living things, including humans and animals, and vegetables have. This supposed force could have physical effects such as healing. So from this, I gathered that what really made Cash’s list derail is when he started to directly think about Addie’s dead body. Before point seven (“A body is not square like a crosstie” (83)), Cash seems fine because he is actively stopping himself from thinking about his mother’s dead body and putting said body in the coffin that he is making. Once Cash actually starts to think about that, his mind jumbles up and causes his list to go haywire and show that he does actually have emotions about his mother dying, but that he is simply just hiding them behind a façade of being analytical and technical. Cash basically turning off his emotions and his avoidance of thinking about his mother’s dead body, and said body being in the coffin, is his coping mechanism for what is happening and what will happen. Cash creating lists and being more tactical is his way of protecting himself from the onslaught of emotions that he might get otherwise.
Also, as a side note, I did not know what a bevel or a crosstie were, so I looked them up and thought I’d include the definitions here just for anyone else that may not have known:
Bevel: an instrument consisting of two arms jointed together and opening to any angle for adjusting surfaces to be cut at an angle Crosstie: a wooden or concrete beam laid transversely under the rails of a railroad track to support it

