After watching the debate last night between Joe Biden and Donald Trump and the specific interaction regarding Hunter Biden and his “dishonorable discharge” from the Navy due to cocaine addiction, I thought about what it meant to be vilified for neurodivergence, for invisible conditions many paint to be self-inflicted, a “choice,” and something to be ashamed about. And then I thought about the reality of these conditions – how, really, we only are able to understand through perceiving others, but that in itself is untrue, because my truth as a being isn’t essentially determinant on the evaluation by others. Connecting this to As I Lay Dying, I find many of these same themes rising in regard to Darl’s supposed insanity and eventual shipment off to a mental institution.
I ask myself, does our own insanity belong to us? That is, does our perceived chaos actually render us chaotic, or is it the third-party opinion that deems an individual insane? I believe it is a matter of both, none of us are sane and none of us are insane. We are all different and seriously complicated. The way in which we all process grief is different and is ultimately unfair to judge someone based on their ability to cope. Darl handles and processes his grief much differently than the rest of the family. He is written off as unemotional or separate from the reality of death since he sees it exactly as it is. He aims to ground the rest of the family by stating the reality of death: she is dead, she is gone, and she is not coming back. He laughs, perhaps in shock at the sheer weight of it all and at the others in their posthumously turn towards selfishness/self-preservation (the new teeth is more easily rendered selfish, while attempting to abort an unwanted pregnancy isn’t in my opinion, though in the time period and region, even today, abortion would be considered a selfish act).
This brings me to another point: detachment from sadness and acceptance of reality. Darl served in the military and likely experienced PTSD and/or other consequent mental disorders likely as a result of seeing things we cannot imagine overseas: murder, genocide, the rape of women and children. This isn’t a supposed reality – these things exist, as exposed by the Abu Ghraib files and many other documents revealing the cruel atrocities of war. Thus, as a result, his means of coping with reality is obviously going to be different from his families, who can only visualize the world through their poor, rural, American perspectives. And like I mentioned earlier, exposure to this brutality and death can engender at least two results: addiction/numbing and acceptance/detachment. While Hunter Biden used drugs to cope with his pain and numb the intensity of it, Darl appears detached from his grieving process. Not that this is a bad thing, per say, but rather that he has already accepted Addie’s death as true and sees little value in assimilating to the chaotic destruction that is the Bundren family. While other’s see his reactions as indicative of insanity, they are merely differences (not good nor bad) in processing death.
After Darl committed arson on the barn in an attempt to scorch Addie’s casket and put an end to the painful and life-altering journey, Cash relates and empathizes in a way with Darl, saying that “sometimes I think it aint none of us pure crazy and aint none of us pure sane until the balance of us talks him that-a-way… it’s like it aint so much what a fellow does, but it’s the way the majority of folks is looking at him when he does it” (Faulkner 233). This statement is so deeply profound and sums up the entirety of my point: none of us are insane until we are declared insane by others, Cash adding that the difference is majority versus minority. If you are outnumbered by those who consider you crazy, you are crazy. Thus, are labels (like all others) are assigned by others according to societal structures and codes.
There are a few times in the novel when his behavior is acknowledged as potentially logical, the starkest example being his instinct to get off of the wagon while the other family members didn’t. Even his family acknowledges this instinct as perhaps indicative of reasoned behavior. Yet, he is still shipped off to a mental institution. In one way it can appear as a way to escape punishment for his crimes, and another as a condemnation: he’s different, he’s embarrassing, and we do not want him to ruin our family (though they are, very clearly, relatively ruined already). However, even in the face of this adversity, he laughs. He escapes the shame he’s supposed to feel by laughing at the farce of it all: the family is left with little to nothing, and the only one who attempted to renormalize the family and get them to end the tumultuous journey is being shipped off to be institutionalized. And yet, those laughs justify his family’s decision to lock him up. He is crazy, because little to no truth is communicated between the family, and thus the only thing one can perceive him through is his actions and his behavior, which indeed deviate from the norm.
So, how much of mental illness is simply acceptance of a bleak reality? Rather, are we all naturally insane to believe we live in a world where all are loved, safe, comforted, and certain? It may be that the truly sane individuals are the ones medicated, doped up, or those who have achieved a sober accepting of a difficult reality.

